Monday, 17 October 2005
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These two were included in the inaugural issue of a new online literary journal, apt.
___________________________________it's hard to celebrate christmasin the center of a crime scene,but we do it every year,in the living room,gathered around a treethat has been dead for several monthsand has been spray-painted green.one year, we all forced smilesand jumped at the ringing phonewhen one of us was missing.another year,we all burst into tearsupon the unwrappingof a tiny pair of jeans.last year was uneventful,though something small and darkwas smoldering beneath the surfacein the manner of a discarded cigaretteabout to ignite a forest fire.gathering around the piano,or near the fire built once a year for the occasion,or in a strained semi-circle with one parent on each end,we do our best to rise above the individual sinsand make merry.________________________________________________________________-credit unionit's called a family transfer,when you bid the bank to slide money from your accountinto one with a negative balancebelonging to your sister.it's the tax you payfor having traded your dreams,for having thick skin,for your guilty conscience.where is the family transferwhich can carry these across the miles:a healthy mind,a healthy body,an unbroken heart?if the bank could transfer these,you would raise your yokeand plow the uninspiring fieldswith the force of 200 oxen.


