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Tuesday, 17 June 2008
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I'm going to try to post something every now and again.
Friday, 27 January 2006
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i've wasted my life
ironing your shirts.but oh, i
have wasted
it willingly.
Monday, 17 October 2005
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These two were included in the inaugural issue of a new online literary journal, apt.
___________________________________it's hard to celebrate christmasin the center of a crime scene,but we do it every year,in the living room,gathered around a treethat has been dead for several monthsand has been spray-painted green.one year, we all forced smilesand jumped at the ringing phonewhen one of us was missing.another year,we all burst into tearsupon the unwrappingof a tiny pair of jeans.last year was uneventful,though something small and darkwas smoldering beneath the surfacein the manner of a discarded cigaretteabout to ignite a forest fire.gathering around the piano,or near the fire built once a year for the occasion,or in a strained semi-circle with one parent on each end,we do our best to rise above the individual sinsand make merry.________________________________________________________________-credit unionit's called a family transfer,when you bid the bank to slide money from your accountinto one with a negative balancebelonging to your sister.it's the tax you payfor having traded your dreams,for having thick skin,for your guilty conscience.where is the family transferwhich can carry these across the miles:a healthy mind,a healthy body,an unbroken heart?if the bank could transfer these,you would raise your yokeand plow the uninspiring fieldswith the force of 200 oxen.
Tuesday, 04 October 2005
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parent and child, brother and sister, husband and wife
wildfires were misunderstood for most of the 20th century,
the plaque said,
and they were suppressed.
now we know better and,
for the good of the forest,
let them burn.
marching across a meadow of dead trees
(standing at attention, burnt soldiers on a battlefield)
we arrived at rainbow falls.
pretty, you said,
but you're thinking of something else.
look at that, i said,
please look.
it's so majestic.
look at those orange rocks-
look at the misty clouds streaming over the charcoal top of that mountain-
look how big this fallen tree is-
look how steep this drop is-
look at the blue, blue sky.
now we're standing at the foot of the basalt lava pillars called
devil's postpile.
at the foot of the formation,
the crumbled pieces of former pillars
lie fallen, both dignified and undignified.
by teyana lake,
you got out of the car with a sigh
after i'd pulled over for the millionth time
to take in the scenery.
you joined me on the bank, and said,
look at that boy fishing.
Friday, 02 September 2005
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you hurled your worst
across the table.it deflected off my chest
as if i were wearing a shiny breastplate.
i imagined hearing the tiny pings,
little dents being made in the metal.a nearly empty mexican restaurant,
a lone empty beer bottle,
a soggy tostada
set the scene.squinting, you made
all the classic hurtful remarks.
i struck the classic hurt pose,
arms crossed, lip quivering.a wasted exercise.
we both knew:
the bill would come,
the bill would be paid,
the five miles home would be traversed in huffy silence.the dogs would be walked,
the alarm would be set,
the door would be closed,the light would be turned off.


