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Monday, 17 October 2005

  • These two were included in the inaugural issue of a new online literary journal, apt.

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    it's hard to celebrate christmas
    in the center of a crime scene,
    but we do it every year,
    in the living room,
    gathered around a tree
    that has been dead for several months
    and has been spray-painted green.

    one year, we all forced smiles
    and jumped at the ringing phone
    when one of us was missing.

    another year,
    we all burst into tears
    upon the unwrapping
    of a tiny pair of jeans.

    last year was uneventful,
    though something small and dark  
    was smoldering beneath the surface
    in the manner of a discarded cigarette
    about to ignite a forest fire.

    gathering around the piano,
    or near the fire built once a year for the occasion,
    or in a strained semi-circle with one parent on each end,
    we do our best to rise above the individual sins
    and make merry.
     
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    credit union
     
    it's called a family transfer,
    when you bid the bank to slide money from your account
    into one with a negative balance
    belonging to your sister.

    it's the tax you pay
    for having traded your dreams,
    for having thick skin,
    for your guilty conscience.

    where is the family transfer
    which can carry these across the miles:

    a healthy mind,
    a healthy body,
    an unbroken heart?

    if the bank could transfer these,
    you would raise your yoke
    and plow the uninspiring fields
    with the force of 200 oxen.


     

Tuesday, 04 October 2005

  • parent and child, brother and sister, husband and wife

    wildfires were misunderstood for most of the 20th century,
    the plaque said,
    and they were suppressed.
    now we know better and,
    for the good of the forest,
    let them burn.

    marching across a meadow of dead trees
    (standing at attention, burnt soldiers on a battlefield)
    we arrived at rainbow falls.
    pretty, you said,
    but you're thinking of something else.

    look at that, i said,
    please look.
    it's so majestic.
    look at those orange rocks-
    look at the misty clouds streaming over the charcoal top of that mountain-
    look how big this fallen tree is-
    look how steep this drop is-
    look at the blue, blue sky.

    now we're standing at the foot of the basalt lava pillars called
    devil's postpile.
    at the foot of the formation,
    the crumbled pieces of former pillars
    lie fallen, both dignified and undignified.

    by teyana lake,
    you got out of the car with a sigh
    after i'd pulled over for the millionth time
    to take in the scenery.

    you joined me on the bank, and said,

    look at that boy fishing.

Friday, 02 September 2005

  • you hurled your worst
    across the table.

    it deflected off my chest
    as if i were wearing a shiny breastplate.
    i imagined hearing the tiny pings,
    little dents being made in the metal.

    a nearly empty mexican restaurant,
    a lone empty beer bottle,
    a soggy tostada
    set the scene.

    squinting, you made
    all the classic hurtful remarks.
    i struck the classic hurt pose,
    arms crossed, lip quivering.

    a wasted exercise.

    we both knew:
    the bill would come,
    the bill would be paid,
    the five miles home would be traversed in huffy silence.

    the dogs would be walked,
    the alarm would be set,
    the door would be closed,

    the light would be turned off.

     

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